It is immoral to have no love marriage
My wanting what to speak is my father and the story of text Yi.
Get into university at me of a day ago, father called me to front of, the worry heavily says to me:
“You want ascend the university walked, father wanted to say with you in the mind words, I and your mother lead of these?Does the ambiguous of Jiao Hou climb ǎ ?”Deplore greatly”.My in the mind wants I wrote out to the your words, originally I wrote to your an uncle, solar cellyou took a look, daughter!You must back me up”:
The you of the XX good:
“My marriage is already exist in name only, I get married with her for 30 years, the son is 28 years old, and the daughter has been 18 years old as well.The outsider will definitely think, the husband and wife attain this up, should whet to match all to whet to match on the personality, should the ability is in peace and harmony and tolerate ground to get along with, but, which don’t know I and she as early as 15 year agoses have already divided a bed but sleep.
Our understanding gets to conclude a marriage a certificate no longer than half year, under the pressing of parents, behind, again is at parents of on doing to conclude marriage rites while pressing, that time I think:Wanting ~only parents is happy good.But she did that after the event with me on her own initiative in the wedding night, I discovered that she isn’t a virgin, but this cup bitter wine I can swallow just by himself/herself under go to, I can not make the old parents make heart for my business, at that time I hoped that she can give birth to a grandson for my parents,solar waterthe parents were happy I so with she lead under calculate, old sky of helps her, she bore the second year son, although I not love her, she also not love me, she necessarily through bore for me son, the parents are getting more happy.
No matter how my in the mind don’t love her, but I also exerted a responsibility that is a son and is father and a husband, because my elder brother only have two daughters, so the parents want to let me then living a boy for them, but, once I think of wedding night, she is eager to I and the scene of that matter happen, I make heart, again want a kid’s business I is on dragging along to delay any more, until son 10 first anniversaries bore that year daughter, this is the business with no way, I have must don’t wish to can not say, either, for the sake of exert filial morality, can obey.
I have an elder brother, two elder sisters, have already successively become a house to living son, is minimum of I, my major and minor matters the parents are in a life time I have to listen to the parental, my unconditional obedience, the parents die and still listen to an elder brother, elder sister after me of, obey them, for the sake of the kid, for the sake of this I not only only listen to their still need to see the facial expression behaviour of mother-in-law, old father-in-law, all of the wages hand over a wife.I want to do of affair, want ~only they different idea, I can present to mind, can not answer criticism, I feel I am a slave in the home and spend penny to want penny, I think the all different idea of whole family of that I takes my wages and also bought to the house in nowadays three sets of, the in home electric appliances is complete with everything, the son also gets married to living son, the daughter also go to university, I for the sake of this, for raising to maturity kid, I bear with this without pain and sufferings of the love marriage, can not tell the bitterness in my heart to anyone.Letting me more can not what to accept BE:She always with borns a son(had a grandson again now), daughter for our house is from, put a smug and arrogant and arrogant shelf, I know she of the in the mind basically has no me, she didn’t put idea on me from the first, this makes original have no the marriage of feelings make me hard more to bear with.After had a daughter I divided a bed with her and slept and went to a daughter at the age of 5 I can not bear with her, didn’t think again saw her, from that later I any further have never done with her the husband and wife’s matter, on the daughter during the days in the primary school I lived into office and only haded New Year’s Day for the sake of the kid, force at home stay a night, I am also a room of a person, don’t want to see her at all, my heart is sheding tears.Whenever celebrate the New Year I thought of a female classmate that my love once wore, that time we loved each other very much, just she ascended university, didn’t etc. she graduation, Be married for the sake of the parents, because this matter she is always deeply concerned at heart, I know her that year is to block up spirit together others matrimony, her daughter 3, they divorced at the age of 4, and I also very clear she is still loving me, in this whole family reunited day, what I remembered fondly is her and know oneself very sorry her, a personal silent shed tears alone, she really don’t know I pain and sufferings experienced by these years.30 years,solar ingot and then have who know I how the cook comes over of, and then have who once concerned me of feeling, and then have who pain and sufferings of apprehensibility my heart, I finish showing filial obedience parents, and then want to obey elder brother’s elder sister, now regardless the important event small matters all want to consider elder brother’s elder sister’s feeling, I when then can belong to myself, because I am an in home least of should be so?Now I already the year lead half hundred, the body suffers from diabetes for several years, the body condition isn’t good, I love of she, the body is also a mess now, cancer operation after, discover many places transfering now, I very sorry she.My heart is very painful, the pleasing belongs to our own life for us at 1:00!Eat the day of instant noodles, I don’t want to be having, please don’t be making us trail the day that the body of disease leads heartache, true get very deplore greatly”.
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